မလိုအပ္ေသာ လိုအပ္မႈ

တကယ့္တကယ္ေတာ့
ဘယ္အရာကိုမွ
လိုခ်င္လွခ်ည္ရဲ့လည္း
မဟုတ္ျပန္ဘူး ခ်စ္သူ။

ဒါမွမရရင္
တျခားဟာ ဘာျဖစ္ျဖစ္
ဆိုတဲ့ စိတ္မ်ိဳးေတာ့
(ခ်စ္သူ တစ္ေယာက္ကလြဲရင္)
တကယ္ ဘာျဖစ္ျဖစ္။

ငုတ္တုတ္လည္း
အိပ္ေပ်ာ္သလို၊
အမႈိက္ပံုေဘးလည္း
စားတတ္ေသာက္တတ္ပါတယ္။

ေမတၱာဆိုေပမယ့္လည္း
ေလာ္စပီကာၾကီးနဲ႔
လက္တစ္ကမ္းက ေပးေနတာမ်ိဳးကို
တကယ္ မလိုခ်င္ဘူး ခ်စ္သူရယ္ . . .

ကဲ . . . တို႔ႏွစ္ေယာက္သား
မႏွစ္တုန္းကလိုပဲ
တတိယအျမင္ကို
အားကိုးလိုက္ၾကရေအာင္ . . . ။               ။


BS

က်ဆံုးသြားခဲ့ေသာ . . .

က်ဆံုးသြားခဲ့ေသာ . . .

အရႈံးတစ္ခုရဲ႔
ဝီစီမႈတ္သံအဆံုးသတ္မွာ
ဓာတ္တိုင္တစ္တိုင္ကိုပဲ ျမင္မိတယ္ . . .

                             သူ႔မွာ ေခြလိမ္ေကာက္ေကြးေနတဲ့
                             ဓာတ္ႀကိဳးေတြမရွိဘူး၊
                             မီးမလင္းတာကလြဲလို႔
                             သူဟာ ဓာတ္တိုင္တစ္တိုင္ျဖစ္ရဲ့။

                                                                      သူ႔ရင္ဘတ္ထဲက
                                                                      အနက္ေရာင္ အလင္းစေတြ
                                                                      ငါ့ရဲ့ က်ဆံုးျခင္းနဲ႔ ထပ္တူက်တယ္။

               တစ္ခါတစ္ခါ က်ေတာ့လည္း
               ေခါင္းခါလက္ခါနဲ႔ ျငင္းခဲ့ဖူးတဲ့
               သူေတာင္းစားေတြကို လြမ္းတယ္ . . .


BS
12th Sept 2010

The Stranger

Rating:	★★★★★
Category:	Books
Genre:	Literature & Fiction
Author:	Albert Camus

First of all, I have no position to rate or comment this kind of book . . . but rating is a compulsory to write a review in mp, so I rated it 5/5 ;) Actually, my reviews are not truly reviews and most of them are what I felt after reading/watching them. What I felt about this book ? Let's see . . .

Last 3 years ago, I was recommended by my friend to read this book 'cos I love to dig "existentialism" stuffs. I couldn't find at that time 'cos I was finding it in the wrong name as "The Outsider". Again, last week, another friend told me to check it out and I fortunately found it in the library!! The translation is very simple one (plus it was just a thin book) and I finished it within a couple day. The book like "The myth of Sisyphus and other essays" took me over two weeks and can't even finish it at all with headache anyway. OK, very long introduction now . . . ☺

Anomie . . . "Anomie" in Meursault is the most visible matter I felt . . . I felt even as mine . . . I can't help smiling on the words Meursault's mom told him, "sooner or later, you will get use to everything". Aren't we?

To follow this, To do this, Must follow that, If happen this that must be done, . . . such a huge burden we got from god damn social norms . . .

I am a kind of person who can be easily influenced by the books I read. So, it is not necessary to mention that how absurd I'm feeling right now. I'm in the mood of just like the statement of "Do it or Don't do it, you'll regret both" . . . yeah . . . I know it's very edgy and pessimist.

Anyway, please don't confuse after my review and I'm just trying to say that "The Stranger" is a must book to own for someone who interested in existentialism. And let's meet with the stranger within us ;)

Puking Kid

Kids,
very sensitive
to motion
and they puke
when they get
Motion sickness.

Absurdism,
Is that
the vomitus
of adults from
the motion sickness
of riding the spinning world ?

I'm just wondering . . .


BS
4th Sept 2010

The Experiment

Rating:	★★★
Category:	Movies
Genre:	Action & Adventure

About how people react in an Experiment of human behavior by letting some people behave as prisoners and some as prison guards for 14 days experiment.

This movie reminds me the words that one of my colleagues told me once . . . "Position can change people". I laughed out loud at that time and thought it was impossible. Positions/Titles whatever, people would be the main factor, I assumed . . . I was wrong . . . my colleague showed me how important a position in certain situations . . . Let say the person is not a cruel one, but the position that person holding is to give a decision, a cruel decision in deed. If not make that cruel one, others gonna hurt. No choice! Sometimes, I think we can't be good people while we are trying not to be a bad person. I should say "position" in "situation" . . . ouch!! complicated behavioral factors.