My friend's writing :)

The following words are from my friend home page. I just copied it to my site 'cos she said she posted it just because of me :) and I really appreciate her faith on me so I just wanna post it on my site :)

I dun use to post things i write,so if u see my pages u find journals that are mostly lyrics that mean something to me, or quotes... hardly i share my own words...maybe cos am shy,maybe cos i dun think it makes much sense...dunno...mesh 3arfa... Anyways,my Icy friend is curious just like me :) so am posting this for you, my sweet friend from Ice Age :) hope u like it, it was writen long ago,when days were not that much bright...this is not a poem,these is a part of a letter... " I watch you, and i see you talking to someone, and that someone makes you laugh, and that someone makes your eyes shine bright... and i know it is not me, and i smile, and my heart smiles cos he sees you happy... I dunno who she is, but i like her cos she makes you smile! Then i read ur words for me, and i watch ur face, and i feel pain inside of you, and i see that what you feel for me makes you suffer, for today i saw in your eyes that you dont believe in us... well u know? i used to believe... but it takes two... still, there will never come a day when i'll tell you:go! leave me! cos that would be a lie... I dont want you to go! I dont want you to leave me... Cant imagine a day without seeing you, anymore... cant imagine a day withou news from you... without ur tender words.. but loving someone is all about wanting that person to be happy, and i cant fool myself, and i cant keep on living a lie!.. I need to know where i stand...need to know where we stand! and you know, I'll never forget the moments we shared, for they were so precious to me! i'll never forget the night of my birthday, all you taught me, all you showed me... i'll never forget that you let me enter your world, that we shared faith...we shared hope... all these memories will be with me, seared in my soul, untill my last breath! The memories of the one i love, the memories of the one my heart beats for!... but it's time to ask you, with my heart wide open and down on my knees, my love, take ur time, close your eyes, and listen to your heart...please! what is he telling you? what is this thing between us? shall we continue? or will we get hurt? shall i keep dreaming? will we keep the faith on our dream? or did the morning come, and it's time to wake up?......" (...) yes, i know, too long :)) and believe me this is a short version :$