The Journey

         My name was written on an invisible list of history in which I can do nothing about it. A word is a word and become nothing more than that. So what? I never felt inferior for being hated without reason. And never felt proud for being loved. Lets just sit together at "welcome table" with traditional feast, shall we?

         I take the game. Really don't care of win and lose. Playing itself is my destiny. Left my home since nine years ago. Travel, travel and travel but my dreams always wander around just my home town. Yes, traveling itself is my destiny. In short, being in love itself is a destiny.

         Sometimes, I want to sleep by making mountains as pillow while doing mind painting to the velvet sky. Sometimes, I spilled my fortune and slipped away from my todays. Sometimes, want to walk like a river by flowing just to the ocean. That's why I use to end up with lost and found of myself (again and again).

         Never wanted to be a leader and never wanted to be a follower, so letting my dream goes as the existence throw. Don't have American dream and don't have a To-Become-A-Hero dream (of course, no more).

         Tried to say how hurt it was to watch my brothers dancing naked on the stage. But everyone knows that no one would listen. Tried to say how my faith bleed when I heard a so-called-politician has hidden the truth. Yes, everyone knows that no one dare to listen. It's bitter to receive the understand-how-you-feel-look from the global west. Everyone knows that everyone is busy with their own life. Everyone knows.

         So, draw back the self from the reality of wounded globe. Just let soul of individual be free first. Let the soul taste the essence of enlightenment. Journey to freedom land of meditation guided by the existence.

 

BS

10 November 2009